The inspiration to my insanity

The inspiration to my insanity
Rylie (8), Bryanna (14)

The inspiration to my insanity

The inspiration to my insanity
Lauren (11)

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Still squeezing the lemons life hands me

In my crazy world, things continue to change on a minute by minute basis. My girls adjust accordingly and manage to help continue the laughter within my marshmallow walls. I am handed these scripts in my life that I shake my head at and wonder what the ending will be. Will the insanity get the better of me? Oh my goodness.... I hope so! I am comfortable living life through grape soda colored glasses. They give off that extra fizz that sometimes I cannot manage to find. I try to teach my girls that in life you will meet people that will not be so positive. They will try to knock you down the mountain we have climbed together. It's okay to feel compassion for them. Not everyone will look at life the way we do, and in the end, you will still have a smile on your face with many around you, while they will continue to spread "moldy" vibes that will only make others turn away. It has been so long since I have sat and written anything. I keep scheduling time and the schedule disappears with the sock in the wash. My intentions are good, but I suck at motivating myself for this ever needed therapy. I have this basket full of "life lemons" i can't seem to catch up on. I'm sick of lemonade..Ewww. I already know what the first few entries will be. Yup! looking over this one already and haven't seen one sentence of running into doors, explaining the one eyed donkey, pull my finger or even the Food City story. Maybe this is my start.... again! I miss writing. I miss putting down my funny stories of Rylie and the "Mexican Kids". I haven't written in the book either... figures. So with this non funny, weird kind of spill your guts to get out the yucky, I hope to be making you laugh soon!! Until then, expect an "off" few entries... hope you stick it out with me!!
Valeri

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