Writer's Block of Melting Ice...

I have written this entry 10 times already. I have writers block! AGAIN! I never really run out of material, I just haven't started writing in "real time" yet. When I write, I think about things past. I love looking back and remembering a funny little story that will bring a smile to any one's face. I think it is because some of the funny things of yesterday aren't quite that funny until a little bit of time has gone by. Lauren is desperately trying to make the 'cut' for tonight's entry. She has brought up so many topics I think my writers block is really overload. I find this particularly funny because she is the one who is always telling me to change her name in my stories. Well, maybe she only says that when she is mad. Who knows! I have all these thoughts in my head that are cram packed in there. I just don't know what to do with them. I have these clusters of drafts hanging in my files filled with all these great stories. I love that I have some "me" time. It's rare. It's unheard of. It just doesn't happen in my house. I run around to games and concerts and productions and field trips and on and on and on. I am always doing something. Although when I do have a little me time, I usually need noise and chaos to feel right. I can't be in the quiet too much. It just doesn't work for me. After about the 1st hour I am bored out of my mind! Ugh! I can't focus on the chores I wanted to do or the shopping in complete bliss without children or a list... I don't do lists!! I find myself out somewhere looking for the girls. Thinking that I lost them. Rylie stayed at her grandmas the other day and I went out of my mind a couple of times because i couldn't find her. I started to panic a little.... just a little though, when I realized THAT CHILD ISN'T HERE!!!And then about 3 minutes after the girls get home, I remembered why I needed the me time in the first place and I wish them away... just kidding. they always come back! shheeesh!